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"And he was beautiful, inside and out."

Jan. 19th, 2006 | 08:57 pm

I just want you to know, if you even check this anymore,

I always cared. For several long years now, I've cared.
For your sake, I hope you don't. Yet for mine,
I hope you do.

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When you're me, it's inevitable.

Oct. 16th, 2005 | 03:24 pm
music: The Brilliant Green.

Oh, that day will come,
and we can begin where we had to end.
You're my only true friend.
I can't forget you;
long talks and lazy days.

I remember those times.
I remember all our favorite songs.
Oh fate can be so harsh.
There's an empty space
in this old heart of mine.

If only we could go back to then.
Yes, turn back the hands of time, my friend.
And count the stars in the sky again.
If only we could go back to then.

Do you know there's a place waiting for you?
A special place in my heart and my life.
Yes, a beautiful place waiting for you.
When you come home we'll turn back the time.

I have all our old toys
in a box full of memories, my friend.
But the only thing I need
is you with me,
together once again.

I'm so sad I could cry,
though I know there's nothing I can do.
You chose red and I chose blue.
Did what we had to.
But I'm still missing you.

Maybe we could go back to then.
If only we could turn back again.
'Cause hey, we're special best of friends.
This song is for you and me til then.
Please know there's a place waiting for you.
A special place in my heart and my life.
Yes, a beautiful place waiting for you.
When you come home let's turn back the time.

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Apr. 25th, 2004 | 05:49 pm
mood: accomplished accomplished
music: Sublime - Caress Me Down


"Fuck Tracey. Fuck Matthew. Fuck Mom and Dad. Fuck family. Fuck this house. Fuck the cool kids. Fuck rich assholes. Fuck famous people. Fuck commercials. Fuck whiners. Fuck everyone who's in a fucking band. Fuck scenesters. Fuck druggies. Fuck pretty. Fuck Top fucking 40. Fuck rolling with the fucking punches. Fuck models. Fuck idiots. Fuck school. Fuck perfume. Fuck lipstick. Fuck Pasadena. Fuck on time. Fuck hip alternative soundtracks. Fuck everyone who's full of shit. Fuck spending hours constructively. Fuck married people and fuck in love people and fuck dating people. And fuck people who whine about no one wanting to date them. Fuck summer. Fuck heat. Fuck sweat. Fuck every fucking owner of every store who looks at kids like they're stealing all the time. Fuck M fucking TV. Fuck easy listening. Fuck club kids and fuck ravers and skaters and hippies. Fuck all the people who just get stuff, who always have and always will. Fuck liars and fuck people who pretend they never lie. Fuck people who leave. Fuck board games. Fuck boredom. Fuck happy people. Fuck boys who shit on girls and fuck girls who love it. Fuck pussy no balls chicken shits. Fuck this fucking city and this fucking block and fuck this fucking world and fuck all its everything.
And fuck you too."

Friends ONLY.

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